Thursday, January 1

count the hours till I can feel this high

I know how it feels like it's just yesterday we were welcoming in 2008. But now it's 2009 and we're left wondering where our time had went- the verdict of whether or not '08 was a good year. I never really keep tabs on how good my years have been, they just come and they go, simple as that. Neither have I been one to recollect every moment of the past year that's worth remembering. But I believe at some point, we have to embrace change and maybe this is my shot. Afterall, '08 taught me alot.

Haliim; In the reflection of your eyes, I see the person I really want to be and I truly believe that I've found myself. And although our story didn't end the way we saw it to, my story did. But 2008 wouldn't have been the same without you, that I have no doubt. So thank you.

Natasha; I'm sorry. I honestly hope that 2009 will be different for us. I want to need you and I want to be able to come to you in my times of need because I know you're always here for me, always. Our friendship has gone through alot since Sec1 and if we've managed to overcome everything else, this shouldn't be any different. ily bff. (smiles)

Hiqmah, Iylia and Zihui; You 3 taught me the meaning of friendship- that although we don't have the luxury of time to meet up often because of other committments, it's good to know that we've still got each other in our hearts. You guys are my now and my forever. I know we'll remain just the way we are.

Plastics; You know who you guys are (: Gosh, my poly life has been one hell of a ride because of you 3 and I will always be thankful that on that fateful day, I met you girls. We've been through our fair share of drama (be it within us 4 or externally) but I've come to love each of you in your own twisted retarded way nontheless. I wish year 3 would never have to come because I can't bear the thought of having to go our separate ways. There isn't a single memory of TP that doesn't have you 3 in it, and I love it that way. XOXO, you know I love you!

S & D; Year 2 was only bearable because of you girls and I'm soooo grateful. I'm grateful that we became more than just classmates and forged a friendship that I don't want to see end just because Year 3 is going to be a bitch and divide us ): Thankyou for a wonderful year of pictspictspicts (!!), pon-ing classes, AWESOME POSSUM food, $hopping$, birthdays and my list was only beginning. I love you bimbo, and I love you giggles. (:

Hafiz; We met accidentally on purpose and ever since then, my days with you have been filled with nothing but all the best feelings in the world. You are the only one I show myself to without fear of being judged because I know you accept every bit of me for who I am. And although some may not accept our decision, being with you makes it all not matter. Thankyou for being UN-fat, UN-ugly and UN-smelly, haha tsk. But seriously, thankyou for being all that's good for me and in my eyes, you are everything that is amazing no matter how much you or anyone else tries to prove otherwise. I'm glad that my 2009 began exactly where I wanted to be; in your eyes and in love.

Happy New Year everyone. (: